my husband leaves on deployment to iraq VERY soon - just in time to not have him here for the holidays. i worry about him every single minute of every day. i have come to realize and try and accept that i am NOT in control of what happens to him and the men he is with...I cant change what will happen to them when they get there...I can just love him and support him and his men!

 
My Dad or sisters made me feel sad inside sometimes if
I am Alone with them, I did visit them
by myself in Arizona. I THINK people Should
respect each other feelings, have good relationship,
with God.

This one song made me feel real good about myself
("The Light In Your Eyes" Best number 1 song).

 
I lost my daughter in an accident in January of 06' and it tore a huge hole in my heart, took my breath away, and all the strength that I had, all I could do when I came home from the hospital was lye on her bedroom floor and cry and hold her toys, I lost a piece of my heart and soul on that terrifying and dreadful day, When I heard the song "What I Can Not Change" it made me burst into tears cause it hit so close to home for me, because I am learning to let go what I can not change, even though she is not physically here, she is here in my heart and soul and I feel her every were I go, I miss her so much , but this song has put a comfort in my heart and when I listen to it, I won't cry anymore but I will always smile cause I feel blessed to have even known her for the short time she was here.
Thank you so much Leann for writing such a beautiful song,
your music touches so many people in so many ways, God has given you a beautiful gift and thank you for sharing it with the world, you are an inspiration to both myself and my family.

 
Hi...
As a person I have issues. As a woman, I have a whole ton of other issues atop those of a regular person. I have identified throughout the years that these are issues stemming from within; esteem issues of my personal self. It could be from how I look, how fat I am, what kind of clothes I wear, what kind of bag I can afford to relationship issues with my friends, family and partner. And right now, I am in a place where I keep hurting the people who love me most, rejecting their good-intentions and clinging on to what I think can satisfy me most - often I just look back and regret my actions. I have dated the nicest guys on earth and am dating one as I type. But restlessness and what I deem to be the lack of self-esteem has made me unfaithful many times. I constantly battle with regret and remorse but even then I do it over and over again. It robs me off my sanity sometimes and I feel like a cheap whore every single time that I lie to be with someone else. I wish to change who I am...I really do, but every single time I feel lonely and there's someone else to take my mind off this emptiness (even if it's just temporal), I jump at the chance. I've given up all hope... Help.

 
Dear Leann,
I know in my life I have made a lot of mistakes, and sometimes I feel like those mistakes haven't developed into a resolution. I lost my brother when he was 6, and even though I know it was not my fault, I still feel like I could have done something to alter the worst. After he passed things got worse with my family. I would like to let go what I cannot change, I cannot change the fact that my brother is not here anymore, but I have learned a lot and have realized that I have to forgive myself and realize that there are people out there that I still have to live for. Thank you for letting me share my thoughts, it makes me feel that there are still people out there that do care.

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